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2009-02-18T07:38:00.000-08:00

My Personality


Neuroticism	83
Extraversion	75
Openness to Experience	39
Agreeableness	73
Conscientiousness	74

You don't usually get angry too easily but some things can annoy you, however you experience panic, confusion, and helplessness when under pressure or stress. You have a generally cheerful disposition. You prefer facts over fantasy and are more interested in what is happening in the real word. You see no need for pretense or manipulation when dealing with others and are therefore candid, frank and sincere. People find it relatively easy to relate to you, however you are not adverse to confrontation and will sometimes even intimidate others to get your own way. You have strong will-power and are able to overcome your reluctance to begin tasks. You are able to stay on track despite distractions.

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2009-02-18T05:24:00.000-08:00

Everyday study will die la haizzz test on fri wth case study so long and alot need study la I am slacking now haiZ. LOL need to study and chiong work le lots of things need do and journal is kiling my brain cells .smth bad happen feel so guilty haiZ....sorry I wonder how are u nw ?? Kinda worry.

2009-02-17T06:11:00.000-08:00

hahas...that wad i expect of ppl...Friends...So what is frenz for..hahas...as for now i dont every care of wad ppl think...hahas....Ppl can say that i go poly i meet alot of new frenzs...and somehow i never talk to my secondary frenz..mainly because No time plus i think i need to rush alot homework plus projects...Somehow..i mix with so really great frenz in poly...hahash have to say they are more hardworking and not so rough...But we still will joke ard ..That is a good thing...It is time for me to adapt to a new life in poly...My LT lesson is fun...that wad poly is abt..sense of humour...u cant enjoy that in secondary sch...

If u knw me well u wont say such things...I dont care care wad the shyt u are feeling now.....
If u are really that good...Dont get emo and write those stupid post on ur blog...U can say abt me...So wad so good abt u ??

2009-02-16T05:06:00.000-08:00

Today first lesson of CDS..Fun funny and super funny...LOL...I truly enjoy the LT...But not so on the afternoon..I totally want to slp la...Sian ...And they talk abt creative writting...Wad the difference when we used to write compo during sec.sch..Is just so sian...

Hahahs...i dont think i can live my life without a gf..Argh ppl must be saying i am despo or wad so ever....see couples walking tgt...damm..i just need a gal who is kind hearted and caring...I think no ppl will share my sorrow besides my gf...Not even my frenz i suppose.. stupid shyt...i dont knw wad the shyt i am typing now...Damm...I dont mean that..i anyhow find a gf...it shld have feeling la...Stupid shyt la...dont knw wad the f...i typing...
Zzzz....

CDS....dont take creative writting...Is like so sian de...hahahas...today write a short 10 min free writting abt fav. person..and i wrote abt my frenz...It is really fun...But i scare ppl think i am a gay..

Arghhh...lots of homework projects test coming up...Haizz...
Need to chiong le....

2009-02-15T05:34:00.000-08:00

Unlucky day today...
I went to my aunt house ...
Ez card can use when reach my aunt house....
When i going back home
Ez card cant be use..
Not even a beep sound...
WTH...
then went down to tiong to make a new EZ card...
The office there say machine break down....
Sian la.......

:(

I want my new ez card...
I want to have break rather then study...
I want a car before i turn 25
I want to have a degree before 23

2009-02-14T05:49:00.001-08:00

Valentine day...
Hahas...Ok super sian...I went to cut my hair and upgrade laptop.and i just came back frm tiong
with my mum and sis...LOL..
Ok...
CDS seems to be a stupid shyt
I see the timetable i sian..
3 lessons after that got TEST...
WTH.....BOO...
T05 DPA...
I want a mazda rx8 ...I really want to own the car...

2009-02-12T02:23:00.000-08:00

I will be changing my email to Ong.Wei.Yuan@hotmail.com...
Sorry to trouble...But do add me ...ya....ps

2009-02-11T05:16:00.000-08:00

DPA PPP...
IS finally over...But T05 is not the end yet...We will be having CDS together...hahash...:D
Study Study and Study...And some how i am scare of CDS....TP and DPA rox my life...
:D
In fact TP ok la quite good even i keep scold...Cuz toilet no air con...and blah blah blah...
LOL
Maybe joining TPSU Dragon Boat Taekwondo..
Still considering..
Hahahs
TP TP TP
Ohh ya if anyone heading for tp do join FO ..It will be real fun...
We are one big family ya... :D
Somehow i still nagging abt why i never study hard during my pri sch
then dpa can enter the same batch as those who is my SL...
LOL...
My team(group) all smart ....got 2 sec 5 both top NA student...Wad the...
Speecless la...then me ...Haizz.....
Some AS some HSS
And only 4 in business..
Business rox man..
:D
This post is so random and siao...I knw it..
LOL...
but when u enter TP u will get wad i am feeling rite now..
Chicky dance...
Hip hop dance...
All those cheers...
enjoying life in TP....
Is just GREAT....

2009-02-09T07:01:00.000-08:00

DPA...today quite a bad day for me.. :/
Injuries alot ....Left arm all red...Kenna kick by ppl when trying to lift them up....
Low elements... :(
High elements ... :)
It is fun to jump hahahahahs...
LOL....
I shld be not afraid of height le i think so lol...
Need to drink lots of water..
Under the SUPER hot SUN...
Sunburn....
Turn BLACK Again le ..
Tmr dragon boat...
Shiok la...
Want to try lol...
Tmr start at 9 ...Zzzz
THrus and Fri OFF la...
Power la ...Sat alone lol...
HAhahas...
OK shld as those no gf de guys go out le ...
LOL..
=.=
Seems so GAY !!!

2009-02-08T06:43:00.000-08:00

Cool...Now i at my uncle house...going to stay here for ard a week 2 weeks or maybe longer....LOL hahahas....
No choice...Who tell TP so far away...My uncle house one bus can reach le...can save bus fare....If not super exp....LOL......
Quite sian la...But got two lovely dogs ....hahahas...
Tmr start sch at 8.20 lol...
So early..Zzzzzzzz

2009-02-07T09:23:00.000-08:00

Morning went to bank in money.
Then go back home slp until 3 to meet kh
went to repair phone with sh kl and gary
then went to eat..
I went to buy tracks pants for mon high elements..
DIe la...i think i still scare of height...
Ncc got only rappel for 4 stories..
That is easy la...I not even scare..
But tp..Die la...waaa....
Better pray hard...
Ohh ya...I think i choose TAEKWONDO as my cca la....Hahahas....
Lol....very funny la gng 18 years old then learn ...
Feeling super uneasy for the whole day...
Cant msg..
Pls if u want to find me...
give me a Call...Ps...
Haiz......

2009-02-06T08:11:00.000-08:00

DPA blog...LOL...SL got link and i link to my own SL...
Super regret i never study hard enough...If not same DPA year as her lol...WAAAA...SAD la....
SL i need to call them Senior when they are same age as me...
Kinda )(#&%)&#@_%#@....Dont knw wad to say la...
HAiz....lol...H
Junior woo senior...
CANNOT BE...
Hahas....
Better stop thinking too much...
"She" is much better :D

2009-02-06T03:52:00.000-08:00

TEMASEK BUSINESS SCHOOL
I got this Martic card( I think i spell wrongly) :X
This is a wonder card...Hahas everything in poly.
THIS CARD...
SETTLE EVERYTHING....
hahas...
Ok today first day, Seems to be fun.
IS not as fun as i thought lol...
TP TP TP
DPA :Start of the whole PPP
First: DPA got alot of gays :X
Second:Some of them are weird...Hard to explain
Third: Quite a number of pretty gal ya :D (LOL)
But someone in my mind is much prettier
Hahahahs...
MY cross sub...
Will be
Psychology Of Creativity and Creative Writing

16 feb to 18 Mar
Lecture plus Tutorial plus Workshop plus Consultations plus Presentations..
Zzzzzzzzz

TP : WE ARE ONE BIG FAMILY

2009-02-04T03:47:00.000-08:00

Play soocer...Rain somemore....Zzzzzzz.
But it is still FUN....
hahahas...
When i on the computer...
Right leg cramp...
then 1 min later
Left leg cramp...
Now both leg cramp..
WTH...
First time kenna both leg .....
Pain like siao...
2 more days...
Start SCH le...
WTH WTH WTH...
ARGHHH....
I feel like gng other poly la..
Is too late to regret le...
SP NP NYP TP RP
ARGHH..............
I dont want to start sch so EARLY la..
_(#@%&#@()%&#*%&#(*&%)#%#@_^*^#(@&#(%#@
SIAN..

2009-02-03T09:06:00.000-08:00

Blogging now using my iPod touch hahaha cool......tmr soccer at 2 at purmei ...arghhhhh super sian when I think that I need to start sch zzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz better. Pray hard tmr I can go play ...cuz this few days I have been gng out....can say almost everyday....and bus fare Is super exp la..... If need to find me pls call me rather then msg cuz my msg is over le :x haizzzz.feel super uneasy zzzzzzzzz

2009-02-03T05:45:00.000-08:00

I am in love with RP... LOL...today folo them go out to sp and rp...and rp is really...WOW....
I regret go TP le...LOL
Sch gng to start...
And i am so SIAN ..
I dont want to start sch so early....
So sian...
Law and Management alot of pretty gals ???
LOL...

2009-02-02T09:26:00.000-08:00

Play PSP with KH online...
Kenna thrash...Zzzzz
Lag and lag dc and dc....
Not so nice to play today
ZZZZ....
Ohh ya...
I have forgotten abt HER le
:D :D :D
Feel so stupid last time..
HAhahas...ANw sorry abt that..
TP TP TP
I told a girl...U are pretty..
She told me that once u go poly u will not say i pretty le...
Issit the true??
But i dont think so... :D

2009-02-02T06:31:00.000-08:00

Sian....

Starting sch on Fri...
Super sian..
Dont feel like studying...
No frenz ....
A new enviroment
Feel super sian
Regret take Law and Management
Zzzzz...

Haiz.....

Tmr gng out with frenz.....
Wed play soccer at purmei at 2 pm
Thurs nothing to do ..
Fri start sch le ...Zzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz

2009-01-30T03:09:00.000-08:00

JAE is out...and everyone is heading to differnt poly or even jc...

Hahahas but i am glad that at least 4 is gng TP ... :D

Tmr i will be working..10.30 to 6....

Hahas i need money ... :(

LOL....

MAZDA RX8 R3.....

I am in love with this car. :D

2009-01-29T07:01:00.000-08:00

Super piss off....Fuc ......
Msg ppl ask them go out ..
Say no money
Say no movie or shopping
Now i ask want to play POOL
I send msg ...Reply me like need 10 years...
Fuc .........
Want to go out with u all also like need ur life....
Next fri onwards i want to go out also cannot....

2009-01-29T03:36:00.000-08:00

Mazda RX8 R3 ....

Damm....I am really in love with Mazda Rx8 ....
Hahas....I thought of buying second hand car next time....
Chat with GTS Sal. To see if she want to sell her car or not

Wei Yuan.DECO.Anderson Luis de Souza says:
no la...next time u sell ur car to me wad...if u buy new car..
GTS Sal says:
haha
GTS Sal says:
sure
GTS Sal says:
no prob
Wei Yuan.DECO.Anderson Luis de Souza says:
sure...give me 5 years hor...
GTS Sal says:
haha
GTS Sal says:
get ur rx8 lar
Wei Yuan.DECO.Anderson Luis de Souza says:
hahahs rx8 nicer hor....now the mazda rx8 r3 look nice and fast....But the price also super nice...

Life is so sian without $$$
And i want to go out..... :(

2009-01-27T23:58:00.000-08:00

Happy CNY....
LOL...
Life at home is so SIAN...
CNY ....never year happen the same thing..
And it is getting more and more sian when u go grow up..
Cny is just another normal day...
Nothing much ....

JAE is out on this Fri at 8am...
Another 1 WEEK i have to start a fresh new page for my studies... :(
And i am just freaking piss and scare....
Why the )(#&%(*@# i choose TP when it is so far and i dont have any frenz heading there...
Scare cuz i need to meet new ppl....Younger then me ....Haiz....
I am glad that PPL that i HATE THE MOST is not gng to TP....Cool :)
hahahs....Ok i knw i am petty...
1 week more and the start of PPP
Ohh my god....

ALL THE BEST FOR JAE ...Hope that u all get the course u all want... :D

2009-01-23T01:59:00.000-08:00

A real fun nite....But i dont think i get to enjoy such time with them anymore

Recently...I am fond of cars...Thats werid...

LOL...But anyway i am saving money to buy one of these below....I want a Mazda RX-8 the most....Hahahas....I am still short of $150 000

Anyone can lend me money :X. ....

Lancer Evolution X Honda s2000

Honda Civic Type R

Mazda MX5

Mazda Rx 8

2009-01-18T09:04:00.001-08:00

Last day of work :(
I cant pierce through my ear hole :(

2009-01-16T23:01:00.000-08:00

Last 2 days of work...hahas...
I dont knw i am happy or sad...
I am happy to have such nice managers and frenzs there...
Sad because both mangers are leaving..
Outlet manager....She look a little bit like my mum...hahas i think she treat us the best....Everything also sure ok...When we are busy she will help us...For eg...in the bar when full of order....
Service manager....He has been sad for the past few days when he knw that he will not be working here anymore...He is a super cheerful guy...Always make us laugh.....

And i am also leaving....hahahas....kinda sad....but i dont have a choice i have to carry on with my studies :(

Plan

Mon-Heading down to tp do some stuff
Tues-go down to cmpb then at nite the farewell for the managers...
Wed-???
Thrus-???
Fri-???

Someone pls call me out......i dont wan to stay at home the whole day.....

2009-01-15T22:45:00.001-08:00

Closing of BLOG............
Lazy to blog so i may want to delete this blog on sunday ..
My last day of work :D ...
My boss is transfer to new york new york :(
She is a nice boss....
hahahas....
anw i am gng to start my poly life soon....Feb 6 if i not wrong... :(
yest went to library to borrow some books and study...
LOL...WTH....it is so CHIM to understand wad the book is trying to explain abt contract law....
But at least i understand a little... =.= ...zzzzzzz...
Life still have to go on...
I maybe gng oversea to study after my army...
that still long....LOL
But i got no money... :(
I plan to study until LLB then maybe be lawyer or join the police force.....
But which is better ???

Lawyer $28k per month
Police $3k per month..

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2009-01-13T04:58:00.000-08:00

O level results...

Eng B4( God i really need this grade :D)(Must thank mr siew miss armstrong blah blah)
Combined Humanities B3 ( I expect a better grade then this) :(
Math c5 (I am freaking happy i can clear math :D )
Science D7 (WAD THE FUC.... i study alot for science still FAIL...) i am going to recheck this paper
POA ...c6 ( THis sux...i thought i can do better....
The most proud de....
Chinese B3 ( :D :D :D i never waste money to retake...hahas...3 with just a pass with my oral :D shiok la)but never expect it cuz i anyhow do the paper...

And today i went to cmpb to defer my army....I had an hr bus ride...until there they say CLOSE le...walao lol.........sian.....

I am going to recheck my science :( :( :(

2009-01-07T03:59:00.000-08:00

Results is out on the 12....Damm...i am freaking scare....
My ipod got problem...need go change...
LOL..
today is a GREAT day...
Alot of things happen...But it all brighten my day....
hahahs...
And i miss my pri sch frenzs...
Esp...my assist chairman..
She is a gal and she is really pretty now :D

2009-01-06T06:28:00.000-08:00

Finally....I pod touch....Hahahas....Have to admit is freaking exp...But i just love it...hahahs..
I am going to be poor soon... :(

2009-01-05T09:36:00.001-08:00

)(#)_*)_*)(^(*^*&%*&)^)*&^)*&)*&)*&)(*^%$%

DAMMM....
Now ....listen to Si wei....and other pri sch frenz..
I came to a point that...
I AM A FAILURE..
DAmm it la..
All those gay gay gay gay gay gay gay gay
Got GF...and all is so chio de...
FUC.....
I dont really need a gf...
I am just STUN to knw they got gf...
Ok i knw i bad to write such stuff...
but really STUN

2009-01-05T08:57:00.000-08:00

Something happen....and just hope that everything is fine....
Results is going to be out soon... Pray hard...
To me now..I just hope everything is fine...
And i think i am a fussy and petty guy...
Today not much ppl...I will be so sian...and complain here and there..
But when there is alot ppl...I will also complain...
I dont knw wad i want..Zzz...
And i just dont knw why..
When i hate someone..
Is going to be FOREVER...
That really bad ...
Maybe that me...
But i dont knw i can change or not...
Sometimes i really leave it to fate...
U cant change fate that for sure...
When its gone u cant take it back....
Maybe i have plan my studies and what job i want in the future...
but i dont knw wad i want in my life...

RMPS...6D....got outing...Cant wait...
Cuz all become so pretty and handsome...Except me ...
hahas my pri sch frenz show me others photo...Really cant believe all so pretty
hahahs...Anw...All like got stead la...even almost all the guys......
Damm....If i go there..only single..
#@(*&^)(*#&^_# PS....
My heart is blank now...wait till i go poly :D

I love army shirt...IS so nice to wear.... :D :D :D
COOL..''A.R.M.Y'' On the back of the shirt .........

2009-01-04T06:41:00.000-08:00

They are so cute :D

My work place...

Dont feel like writting...cuz this week alot of things happen...

Hoping for Good O level results and IPOD touch N95 8GB PSP :D :D :D

2008-12-28T05:20:00.000-08:00

No break until next sunday....Zzzz....SIAN LA.....Work is so sian..ZZZZZZZZ haiz....

I dont knw if i am changing or u are changing..

2008-12-26T00:04:00.000-08:00

Zzz....Lost ...3-2....Haiz....i didnt play well for the match...Zzzz...Long time never play field....In the first half i did alot of mistakes...Zzz........need to run alot.and i cant....last time play field is sec 3...LOL....I cant even run faster then those sec 3....Haiz....
Zzzz...later still need work at 6 until 1 am..ZZZZZZZZZ....ARGH....is FRI again..>Zzzz....
My hand is injured
ZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZ

I thought that life is back to the same as last time....But it only last for a few days....Did i do anything wrong?

2008-12-21T09:36:00.000-08:00

hahas...now i blogging at donny house...Got cc and gary too///LOL.....Work today SLACK...First time sunday not much ppl...In fact is slack like siao...the first time 11 pm everything close le..:D :D:D....hahhas....lOl....tmr buy present but i dont knw wad to buy..Zzzz....arsenal and liverpool until now still draw...Arsenal down to 10 man./I support arsenal..

And i thought that i got a N95 8GB but didnt...ZZ
My hair is back to black :D//(ppl say black is nicer ... :D )

2008-12-20T03:42:00.000-08:00

Work Work and Work....Damm....I HATE FRI SAT SUN....SUX to the core....Yest...I ate 4 pandol to kill my headach...But still cant.....U can see the order kept coming out ...Zzz u will be scare of the sound....ZZzz...Mon off :D :D :D...hahahas going buy presents....
Jessica ong work at bugis too...HAhahas (KH) :D ......Thurs got 2 new gals coming to work...Hahahahas.....
Working will allow me to forget someone...hahas...
so long never msg le...
No matter wad frenz is still better....
hahahs...

2008-12-15T08:23:00.000-08:00

Cool...tmr i am OFF ...HAhahs.....Ok so it has been a WEEK....And it seems like a YEAR...
Kinda so sian....Wanting time to be faster....8 Hrs a day....Zzzzz....it is reallly super FREAKING Tiring.....but the ppl there SUPER ULTRA FRIENDLY...that a good thing....But sometimes so will piss off esp...MANAGERS...so cuz work for like super long...then cant take it...will give the piss off face...But after a while ...It is back to normal...And the Chef there..Super joker...But it make me laugh and enjoy the work....so over there alot smoke...To be accurate...All expect a few. like 4-5 ....while there are ard 20 crew???...hahash a week pass so slow...and today i work OT during my split shift...And today got a new GIRL :D:D hahas.....Expect the chef and one more girl call suki and my manager ..the rest are guys..zzzzz....Super shag for some days...but on sat nite was the most chiong...when we almost hit the 8000 dollar target :D....Hahahs...and now i am not doing bar....i am doing runner...
Super sian and super alot things need do...zzzz....

BYE....NEXT WEEK THEN BLOG...OR TMR...

2008-12-09T06:18:00.000-08:00

Today went out with LKH...LOL we went to collect something then go eat at centre point..The chocolate foude..( dont knw how spell la)
It cost like a bomb...$51
Zzzz but it is NICE...hahahahs
then went to watch movie with ZQ ZY KL..
And it SUX....The movie call bees..??( whatever)
I dont understand wad is showing
And before that KL say is a cartoon wan...
I dont mind watch cartoon rather then those country side show..
IT is super SIAN..

Ok tmr will be a SUXY DAY for me..I haven get use to it..Zzzz....
I wont be slping until it is 12 am...

2008-12-08T08:08:00.000-08:00

FIRST DAY OF JOB

At first i thought i am a waiter...COOL :D ..
But they put me at the bar...
I have to learn and learn how to make drinks dessert...
)$#(&%(*#.....Totally cant rmb the steps...
And they like teach u only once....
Omg.....
So i learn how to make a few like smoothie...That one no prob le :D
the rest ...Ok la i really dont knw la...
Work end at 11.30 today...And it seems endless to me..
I have to do this do that...
Collect plates clean table....
As wad donny say..All are really friendly..
Esp those manager...
hahahs got to eat free and drink free...
ok la...One coke three ppl share ...( At least better then nothing )
I really dont knw when i can have my break..and i kept working until i cant stand the hunger le..
So i go ask donny help me ask..
TY...
And since today is public holiday..>And there isnt any double pay...Zzzzz.....)#&%(%)(^&*(&^)
I do until my leg going cramp...And my hand like being stuck...need to pull my hand.....
Zzz...How i hope can be waiter...
Anw...They choose me because i am the third ONG working at bar.
WTH...
Zzzzz
At the end...I was really super (*#%#$$&...sian..and when i see Donny...Ok ..He is much worse then me...He have to clean and clean...Wipe and wipe...haiz

And the good thing abt working...I wont think of her ...hahahas my heart and soul are all in work :D

2008-12-07T02:44:00.000-08:00

Psps...Hahahas it is not 1 am but 11pm..phewwww....i think i listen wrongly or he say wrongly...hahahs starting work tmr..And i am kinda of excitied :D...haahsh.Zzzz....Need earn money..my ear very itchy..zzzzz

DECO :D :D :D ....hahahs wondeful GOAL...:D

2008-12-06T03:59:00.001-08:00

Zzzz...My working time change again and now is from 3 to 1am...Zzzz...SUper sian le....
Anw got my ear pierce...hahahas.....LOL.....
NOthing to say le...

:D

2008-12-05T06:10:00.000-08:00

Today..Super shiok...My cousin bring me go different warehouse sales..John little G2000 blah blah blah...Brought 3 jeans 4 shirts....hahhas i only paid for my jeans only... :X the rest my cousin pay...hahahsh....
Zzzz...Now i hope that my dad allow me to stay over nite tmr...
Percentage can go is 0.01%....
Sian la....
Start work on mon..
I am ready for the worst for my results...
I am thinking of other course once i cant enter law and management... :X
ARGHHH......

It is good not to like anyone...
I feel so at ease now.. :D

FREESTYLER :D

2008-12-04T06:56:00.001-08:00

Went to Donny blog...and watch the graud nite the he perform de...I am laughing even i watch over ample time.. :D It is funny and sweet..Memories for me to rmb .. :D
Watch graud video...hahas...I feel like crying...(damm..i am a gay soon)
Sec 5 really past so fast....and i am really SORRY to all the teachers...
sorry for being disrespectful at times...
Causing troubles for u all...
I will visit u all next year..That for sure...After i take my results...
I have put in effort...and just hope the results will prove it...
In the end...I really miss u all....
U all push me on...and never give me up..
Esp.
Mr lim ...Thanks alot....U even have nite class just for us..U have never give up on us even to the last few days...... :D i learnt alot on that nite lesson :D (thank you)

Mr Siew ...u encourage me since sec 4...and ur words for me i will never forget..That for sure :D..If i successful enter DPA i will give u a treat :D.

Miss tay ....Thanks ...really...even though i dont listen in phy class ..u still help me alot after sch ..math and phy... :D...If i successful enter DPA i will give u a treat :D

Miss tho...I am really sorry...Sec 3 or 4 i think i really hate u to the core.. :X But since sec 5 ...Ur concern over us...I believe all can feel it..haahsh thanks for teaching me after sch with lots of chem notes :D

Mdm Sarifah...I love geo cuz of u...U make it easy to understand ...
If obsctables bring you down ,let determination bring you up...
(I will always rmb it :D)

OK i feel that i am dumb to write here and out of the blues...Never mind...But at least it will make me feel better...I really feel that i have own these teachers alot... :(

2008-12-04T05:05:00.000-08:00

:( ...I cant get my off on wed.... Haiz....But so i ask for a off on Tues...
Starting work on Mon from 12 -8 ...HAIZ.....

2008-12-04T04:25:00.000-08:00

Just come back from LAn...and i spend 20 dollar LOL ...Zzzzz...Nvm la once in a while..hahas it is good to relax myself...If not start work will be SIAN.......hahas..I think i intro quite alot to work...

I think now i am looking at things at a different point of view...
I dont think i tend to get angry easily now...
Now maybe use a different view..Things will be much simple and i wont be angry..
hahas..I need to change my mindset...
I shld not hate ppl to such a limit...
So i am changing...
I will forget everything...And take it i dont have such frenzs in my life...
That will be Great :D ....
hahahas...

Who want to be YOG volunteers???
Pls tell me.....

2008-12-03T02:36:00.000-08:00

Stay at HOME the whole day..SUPER SIAN....
I am starting work On MON..
OFF on WED... :D
The manager call me and ask me ...
hahahs.....
Tmr playing lan at HQ ...Anyone??

2008-12-02T03:41:00.000-08:00

Finally..I got a job..hahas..working with donny and qz..they all..1 month 1.2k ...Hahhahahsa..

Shiok la..Psp slim Ipod touch and 5800 i am closer to u all in a month time :D ...hahahas...Ok rite now i shld not think so much..But i am worry abt my results ...:( ...

Shld have more WINE :D :D :D ...Find one day go donny house drink again....
MORE WINE ....

Ipod touch $500
Psp$300
Nokia 5800 $500(ard that price)

My neighbour wan to buy my psp :D so i am able to save up some money...
Hope i have a wonderful time working there..
HAhash starting from next week :D
My manager super friendly and funny and handsome (damm i think i am gay)
Ok so i suppose i will work in a wonderful place...

1.2k i am waiting for u in a month :D

going to take off on Wed..
:D :(

MORE WINE :D

Who want to be volunteers?
I want to be one too...Call me along if u all are

:D

2008-12-01T04:16:00.000-08:00

Ok..I have decided to work at cc they all the work place..Full time pay is 1.2k...Sound that it is a good deal.. :D....I am lazy to look for jobs le..
So my pay will be spend on IPOD touch.PSP SLIM.And the new nokia 5800(have come out yet)
:(

HAhas...and the rest give to my ah ma and parents...Each of them 50 dollar shld be enough :D

Better pray hard there is still space for me to work there.

2008-11-30T21:19:00.000-08:00

Chelsea lost to arsenal...(*#&%)@#^%#@*^%)*#^%)# ...It shld be a draw..>STUPID REF...It is so clearly that it is a OFFSIDE ..and he still count it as goal...F)#&)(@&%)(#@

2008-11-30T08:53:00.000-08:00

drinking wine with donny and gary now at donny house....they say i am Drunk...i dont think i am la.....i am not blur hahAasssasa..lol..chelsea lead at half time ;D....i dont knw wad do...it is not easy to give up...Drink more wine..Maybe it help me......

2008-11-29T07:18:00.000-08:00

...PLAN ...
10/12 Pierce my ear ( si wei i rmb that :D i will pierce :D )
Find work and start work....
Jan - Take O level results (hope i do well enough to study Law and Management )
Below cant be able to acheive if i did not do well for my O
Feb-DPA
Study Law and Management for 3 years
Learn how to drive...
Serve NS ( Hope to enter OCS )*Almost all my cousins and uncles are OFFICER...Some commondo..I want to be the same...I will push myself towards this goal...That for sure...
Have the sword place at my house... Will feel super proud :D
Come out...Apply for police...Study Advance police studies (part time)
After a year....I will apply for a degree and enter as a Police officer...
It shld be ard the age of 25....
Senior police officer ..The pay is more then 2500 when got degree :D...
I think that will be my BOWL...For the rest of my life..Until 55 ...retire...EAT ownself le...

2008-11-29T06:05:00.000-08:00

Today has been a very busy day for me...My house redo the whole the wire line..Until now then i am free...Super tiring...go up and down...carry stuff .HAhas my dad teach me alot things :D I began to like my family......BUt from morning 10 am till now...So sian..until i cant play soccer with cc they all..Zzz...hahahs...Ok i think i am fine...and i think i am dumb to send her a msg at 2 am plus..So random..PS...Sorry...
I hope to be able to carry my life like that...
Ps if i dont answer or talk to anyone nowsday ...Sorry ....I am quite at mood these few days..
Ya sorry ... :D

2008-11-28T08:45:00.000-08:00

IT is not easy to let go..
I just cant.
I dont knw why..
and now i am FREAKING piss off....
not on u..But on myself
I will just FUCk care le..
I dont think that is really hope ya...
So i am really seriously FCUKING going to let go...
Nothing can change ...
I am just FUCKING PISS OFF WITH MYSELF FOR NOT GIVING U UP EARLIER...
It is not easy..
And i am determine to do that..
It is better to let go..
and u can go stay close with the FUCKER Y_ RE_
and with the J_H_
If u knw who i mean..
They are not so good as u think...
U dont knw who u are mixing with..
And i knw i am a bad guy too...
An advice is better not be so close to them..
U cannot heck care or wad..
It is not my problem
I am sure i will find someone better....
I am going to delete those STUPID MSG i have saved
Tear away Those DIARY i have wrote for you..
Throw away the RING with ur name on it...
ONLY STUPID PPL LIKE ME DO STUPID THINGS....
AND I THINK I AM THE STUPID GUY TO DO SUCH THINGS...
Well..I am a foolish guy....
I have really make up my mind
IT IS TIME TO PUT ALL THIS TO A END
A FEW DAYS AND I WILL BE FINE...
MY LIFE WILL GO ON WITHOUT YOU..
And those short notes everytime i wrote below my post..
U can just forget it.Take it as i never wrote before....
It is the past...

But still at graud nite...maybe it is a good thing i never take photo with u..
Eveything will end easier...
And i will be able to slp easier

You are the gal that i really like during my secondary school life...
Thanks for the memories ..Trust me...Give me some time..
I will forget abt u...But not as frenz..

2008-11-28T05:26:00.000-08:00

I am stilll jobless :( ....
hahas but nvm i will slowly find...
I dont really kinda wan to work...
But if dont work meansno money :(
So sian to stay at hm everyday staring at my laptop.Tv and psp..
Zzz....
Hopefully can find a job by next week :D ...

HAhahs...My house is gng to be repaint and have my door change :D ...

I want to go jogging at nite..Anyone??
and i think GESS NCC is gng down soon...Zzzz....

Speechless

2008-11-27T09:18:00.000-08:00

Finally i think i found a job..
LOL ...Not sure...
The agent call me ask me if i want to work at this place...(blah blah blah)
I say ok..
and she just say Ok bye...
And i was like..Errrr...No details....
I call back..and the ppl say she will return my call..
And i have been waiting until NOW..
ZZZZ...
The pay is 6 per hr..
And i think that fine..
:D

Now everyday it think i can only slp at 4 am plus plus...
I just have slpless nite..
Even i lie on my bed at 1am ..
I just cant slp
I will think abt the past..
The days that we chat..
I really hate last year when i work..
I dont even have time to msg..
:(
Maybe that is fate..
Everything is set..
And none of us in this world can change it..
We cant change what is already done...
But we can cherish what we have now...
Maybe it is good to be in this way...

2008-11-25T07:06:00.000-08:00

Just change my blogskin..But the colour still pink...I cant change it..Zzzz...
Nvm...
Thoughts went through my mind.

Firstly...I dont think i have the attitude to become a police officer.I think more to gangster...
I dont knw why....My mum told me where go ppl want to be police officer go dye hair want to pierce ear de....it is logical...But i like government jobs..Cuz it is more stable then private sectors..
She told me police officer earn so little how in the future are u able to support ur own family...
I really dont knw...
I need to serve my NS at 21...and i still have to carry on studying...
I wonder life issit all abt studying?
Until now i have study for 10 years...
And i need to study another 5 years to get a degree..
I really dont knw....
And i use to think police all so friendly ppl...
Until the police officer came to my EX-GESS sch...
They are so unfriendly and rough..
Their mindset is LONG HAIR = GANGSTER...
Wad the......
Like that police will be busy catching ppl in sch le...
And this really change my mind...
Do this job suit me ???
issit the job i want in the future???
I am really confuse now....
Maybe it is too early to plan for future....
But i want to have a aim....
I dont like to do things without any plan or aim...
It is just pointless....

Secondly...I dont knw wad this is world is happening..For the past few days i saw alot of ill manner kids...I dont knw is the parents never teach or wad...
I know everyone will try to learn to be bad...But sometimes parents are just not caring abt their child..
Last time when i was young..If i make a mistake i have to kneel inside the toilet for an hr or so....and with those carpet the rough rough plastic wan..It really hurts and now my knee cap is not so strong...
But this teach me something...Think before you do anything...
But now i think it is diffcuit to communite with the younger ppl...
I just hope GESS NCC unit wont fall...When i see my junior all disrespecting their senior...
What we went through it much tougher then wad my junior went through now...
Things have change...

I just hope that i wont forget you..
Just hope that you are doing fine now
In fact i miss sec 3 year...

2008-11-25T04:17:00.000-08:00

Went to find jobs with gavin...And then went to play soccer with alex there all..
Quite few ppl...Zzz
Then play with those OCS ppl..
All play push..Zzzzzzz...
Going home..Police came...
Check our IC and copy our details..ZZZZZZZzzz....
Speechless....
SO unlucky....
Say wad spotcheck...

Things change faster then wad i thought.I cant look back now..it is too late....
just hope then u are always smiling..:D

2008-11-24T08:46:00.000-08:00

COOL...Badmition...
FUN...In fact LKH and JEssica Ong..make the best partner...
Hahahhas

Went to orchard to find ben gary cc donny and qi zhi..
And they get into some jap resturant...
and there is a GUY with a super FUC_ UP face....
HE kept STARING AT US...
WAD the...Like we own him something...
Look so proud and give us the FUC_ING LOOK...Like he very handsome..
Can see that he got a FUC_ING FACE...
I hate the way he look at us..
Really he look at us like we own him something..
Want to act gangster..
SO wad pierce ear...and the spec look like SHYT And dare to stare at us
Nabe_ ... Lucky only ben work there...
If plus donny cc i think sure fight :X...

Next time i will go there and eat..and make trouble for him...
I saw donny there all sitting there...
and i went in...and he straight away give me the FUC_ING FACE...
WTF DID I OWN U...
AND WAD THE FUC_ DID WE OWN U...

Sorry i scold quite alot of FUC_ in this post...
)(#%&*#$*^)($*#(^*($*()#*(^*$*)&$^&(*$#&$*(^&)($&^)($*#&^)*$#&^)*$#&)*$#&^

THE MORE I THINK THE MORE I FELT SO ANGRY....

So now all got jobs le...expect me...and i am going to carry on finding..

And tmr match is cancelled...WTH....I still thought tmr can enjoy myself...ZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZ

I dont think i need to say anything more...Cuz nothing matters more...
I just hope that you can be cheerful and happy as always..

2008-11-23T03:42:00.000-08:00

BACKPAIN...

At home the whole day...Super sian...And now enjoying steamboat...Hahahahs...
LOL...
Ok until now 21 resume ... :X
Tmr badmition and i think i shld be alot of fun...

At least now is better then last time .I felt happy but sad..I hope to see you again

2008-11-22T05:24:00.000-08:00

Today i send another 2 resume..LOL...I need job...hahahs if not i at home rot le...
just came back from soccer...With CC Donny and CC frenz and Ben and riyas and their frenzs...
Got one tall guy...(*^#%*(#@)(# Kept push me ....)(#&^()#@_...Ohh ya..Before that...CC they all go buy drinks left me alone at the cage...and i think 5 or 6 small kids came in..and snatch the ball from me...I just let them ...and they is like those ill manner kids...6 small kids push me and pull my pants ...*#(^#@ kick my legs...i just kept quiet cuz their grandpa and grandma there....Then CC they all came back...and the kids wan to ramp CC...In the end CC take the ball and ramp it against the wall...Scary....LOL....Then he go complain to their grandma...And they just go out and show us the funny face...So ill manner kids...Wad is this world happening...Kids are getting so ill manner nowasday....

I dont knw wad happen to me.....Play with CC frenz can score...play with ben the team...Walao....Shot all like hit the left pole all the rite pole cant even get in...And my volley sux...Off target like siao....But i believe that my left leg have improve alot...Now can on target but no power :( .... Hahahas...I SWEAR i score a goal...IT came out of the pole and i was like ..ZZZ they just carry on with the game...Haiz

Mon: Play badmition at delta at 1pm
Tues:Play field soccer with sec 5 VS sec 3 at 8.30 at commonwealth...I doubt i can play well...I long long time never play field le... and i always clear towards the side..i cant pump the ball up
:( .....After that maybe go find jobs ...Dont knw la....

Ohh ya...when i walk back home..I saw the birthday gals and her frenz...I think i saw her...Not sure.But she is waiting to cross the road..And i look at her for quite long...i quite sure is her ...Happy Birthday ya....

I doubt u will read this .I doubt i will see you during these holiday unless class outing..I really dont knw if i shld just let go...But i really dont wan to let go....I will be waiting

2008-11-21T20:58:00.000-08:00

LEARNING HOKKIEN IS AS EASY AS ABC

Children is "kina kia"
Boy is "zha poh kia"
Girl is "zha boh kia"
Bird is "chiao kia"
Korean car is "kia"
Furniture is "Ikia"
Police is "mata kia"
Shorty is "oi kia (Saying me :X)
"Picture is "ang kong kia"
Small house is "chu kia"
Handphone is "Nokia"
My friend is a "Hokkien Kia"
Caucasian is "ang moh kia"
Chinese is "deng lang kia"
Japanese is "jit pun kia"
Bad guy is "pai kia"( Saying me :X)
Good guy is "ho kia"
Person who read this is "gong kia"
*If you laugh, you are "siao kia" *

2008-11-21T04:04:00.000-08:00

Today...I spend my day sending resume ...LOL...Until now i send 7 le...I hope at least one will reply pls..really need job if not i will be at home slacking..just play finish soccer with my ncc frenz..hahahs
And i think i am really slow now...Get tired easily...Need go train more :D ...
tmr nite soccer again with cc and his frenz :D ...
hahahs neeed to train back until like the size when in sec 3 :D ...

I dont knw how to live my life without you.I know it is not the time yet.I will be just waiting.I will wait..

2008-11-20T03:05:00.000-08:00

Hahahas...Ok we look quite like a gang :X...

This photo is Funny...Esp...CC hahhahahs :X

2008-11-20T02:43:00.000-08:00

Finding jobs....

I dont think i like to work sales...
It is super sian...
I like office work :D Date entry blah blah blah.....
Have been finding jobs with ben qi zhi donny cc and gary...
Until now...none call back ...
:(
Tmr i go find again...
Need find a job that pay ard 6 per hr??
that will be good :D

Ok now i am REGRETFUL that i never take photo with during prom nite.(Beside her :( )

Tobie.Charles.Alger.Jaysline.Su hui the group and blah blah blah....

And those below i dont even thought of being regretful.
Sam and the group...
And the Y_ RE_
Ya if u knw wad i mean...
I may be bad..whatever u all think...
Sam the group i dont even talk to them..
And the Y _ RE_
( I DONT TALK TO HIM SINCE SEC 3)
The proudness in him kill lots of frenz.
I hate ppl who is boostful .proud .and even so if u are humble ..I will still be ur frenz...
If u are not humble...
I can say BYE BYE...U HAVE JUST LOST A FRENZ YA...

You are just a ring.Easy to fit .But also easy to slip off my finger.I have just to treausre u.Since sec 3 till now .things change.I really hope that time can be rewind back to sec 3.When i can see all the laughter and the cheerful side of you

2008-11-19T07:12:00.001-08:00

WHEN MISTAKES ARE MADE........
If a barber makes a mistake,
It's a .. NEW STYLE
If a driver makes a mistake,
It is an .. ACCIDENT
If an engineer makes a mistake,
It is a .. VENTURE
If parents makes a mistake,
It is a .. NEW GENERATION
If a politician makes a mistake,
It is a .. NEW LAW
If a scientist makes a mistake,
It is a .. NEW INVENTION
If a tailor makes a mistake,
It is a .. NEW FASHION
If a teacher makes a mistake,
It is a .. NEW THEORY
If our boss makes a mistake,
It is our .. MISTAKE
If an employee makes a mistake,
It is a .. MISTAKE

2008-11-19T01:47:00.000-08:00

Sian .....I dont like to stay at home :(
AS such i will be going to find jobs starting from Tmr :D
hope to get a better paid job then my last time ...

If you all are looking for jobs pls tell me too...

No money...so need work...if not i will go fatter...

Is over..and i doubt i will see you again after this year...
regretful.i really felt so.i regret for not taking a photo with u..
But nvm ...everything will have to come to a end one day...
and it ended as though it is yesterday...
The pretty and cheerful side of you will always be remember...

2008-11-18T00:51:00.000-08:00

Graud nite is finally over ...

Everythings was Good expect the FOOD...Damm that is so )(#@%^(#^%(*# ...the food was like serve COLD ???and it is like SO NOT NICE...

Everything was fun....LKH and Jessica Ong...Carmel and Yi chun...hahahas...

Hahahs plus donny and ben the boy band..hahahs...that was high...They perform ..and they came to our table..and we shout as though gals..and crazy over them

My table was Messy??We broke quite a number of items...

Everyone was busy taking photos....

After that we went to the king cente...

celebrate CC bdae..and he is a real JOKER =.=

then we walk to play Lan..

Until 6.30 am in the morning..

Slp until now then i wake up ..

I AM NOW FULL OF REGRET....

Only have one photo...Will update as much as i can...And i look really so *#*(#@

UPDATED

2008-11-12T04:20:00.001-08:00

A super long day for me...wake up at 8.30 set off for my medical check up...Lost my way . :( then when i finally found it 9am le..then alot ppl...wait until my turn...

Counter lady : You are here for??
Me: Medical check up and X ray
The lady: Ohh ic...can i knw from wad poly...Do you have the medical form?
Me: Err....dont think so...but i knw need to print online...
Doctor beside her : I bring you to the room and let you print
Me: errr...(blur blur) ...ohh okok thanks so much
Go inside spend an hr there...So many thing need to fill up

Print finish....

I have to line up again...Wait and wait until my turn...

Now is uncle

Uncle : So you are back.
Me: err..ya...
Uncle: so u got all the form ready??
Me: yes...
Uncle : wad poly huh??why u all so fast start poly..
Me: trying to explain then he was like OHH OHH OHH...

Pay money and wait for my turn...
X ray was super fast..the rest like i have to wait for an hr..
when is my turn.Urine test blood pressure eye sight test.
then go see the doctor...
Do you have any problem blah blah blah...I was like No no no no no all the way...
Doctor easy earn money sia :X
There side super alot china india worker...

NOW a super PISS OFF THING

My mum say i will spend alot on graud nite ()#%&)(#@&)%(&#%#_#....
NO money la...

2008-11-11T05:18:00.000-08:00

O level is OVER

Hahahahs...SUPER HIGH.....O level is OVER....SHIOK....No need study until next year..can go burn books...

Today last hr...Shiok la..Phy is ok ..chem go die...(#%)#@^%)#
Play soccer :D but with the stupid rain...
Go back home...
i thought of slping for an hr...
In the end over slp...
Wake up rush to queenways...
Saw tie clothes jeans belts shoes
So can roughly knw how UGLY i will look on that day..

OVER ......

2008-11-07T20:39:00.000-08:00

THIS PHONE :D :D :D

PSP :D ..I am going to trade in my psp and buy a SLIM .hahahhas..LOL...hope if need to top out just 100 dollars ..I will be willing to buy....Maybe buying Matt bronze..Silver or piano black :D ...Going to have no $$$ ....I am waiting...maybe buy the newest verison...

Nice right this earring... ( I scare i will become gay :X)

Going to have mine left ear pierce next year..Cuz my dad my mum say is good to pierce on the god bdae..(something like that).... (soon or later i think i am a gangster le :X "Cross fingers")

2008-11-06T07:25:00.000-08:00

Finally ALL the Major papers is OVER... :D :D :D
Left with 2 papers...MCQ...Hahhas 1 hr each and i will be OUT of GESS ... :D :D :D
From the start of O level...Everytime i finish one paper i will throw all the related things away...
So here is some pics.. :D

Full of worksheets.Notes.Textbooks.

This is my CUPBOARD :D(SUPER MESSY)

I took this pic at NTUC while shopping with my mum and sis...

This will be the colour i WANT

DPA

My AIMS for each SUBJECTS :D

(I know is high .But i am just pushing myself towards these aims)

My plans after O level :

12 November -Medical Checkup /X ray

15 November - Dye hair .Take a passport size photo

17 November -Graud nite.(Last day...really the last day :( :( :( )

18 November - W.C.C BDAE :D

19-20 November - Take medical report + Enrole into TP :)

PLS..THIS YEAR I WANT TO LEARN TAEKWONDO

2008-09-02T08:22:00.000-07:00

SORRY....

I shld not make such remarks....I am sorry...Dont be angry ... I dont knw u well...that y i anyhow find a topic out...I dont mean it ..SORRY

2008-09-01T06:29:00.000-07:00

TODAY MUST BLOG..... went for phy in the morning....I am the first to leave....hahahhsa cuz i anyhow bomb....so diffcuit to do ....Zzzzz...Balance a Ruler....

Went swimming with lkh and fg.....Ok something REALLY )(&^$#@*^*#@ happen...A fat pri 3 boy came to us ...and want to play with us...We all okok....then he always stick with lkh...then he tell fg to kept quiet and push me down to the pool and say lkh pimples....WAD THE....that still ok.....So we went to bath...He also folo...As u knw safra the bathing door cant lock de...then i was bathing(haven start to bath yet)then he open the door and enter ....I was super )^%*)#^@*%^#)@ ..i told him to leave right now....then he give me the heck care face...then i told him...if u dont wan to leave i will call the lifeguard out....And he left....and went to lkh there...but lkh block the door....In the end....we need FG to watch out the kids for us....

Then when we bath finish...he is still making a din in the toilet....He kept telling us to leave cuz he wan to wear his clothes...Then we three purposly dont wan to leave....Until a lifeguard went in to scold him cuz he is really too noisy....

Feel kinda...WAD THE_(@$&@!^$) kinda bully by a pri 3 kid....

2008-08-31T07:52:00.000-07:00

CHELSEA MATCH....A little mistake by lampard cause chelsea to draw....Kinda SIAN ....ANLKEA SHOULD LEAVE CHELSEA...I JUST HATE HIM...HE SUX....Even sheva is better then him..But too bad he left....BOO....SO CLOSE AND STILL CAN MISS....Make me think of a person ...same pattern as him....D_____..... :X

2008-08-22T05:10:00.000-07:00

I am back to blogging..hahahs maybe it is mine last one before O level end....Good news...we changing class with 3A :D ..At least got air con and not so noisy....today play soccer with some air force ppl....They are pushing all the way...and they like so big size....Play in the rain...LIKE MAD....hahahahs...Fun but now i am suffering...headach and backpain.....

Another thing i maybe want to withdraw mine DPA....miss armstrong say LAW very hard to study de....Their eng super duo power ......

2008-08-13T06:18:00.001-07:00

THE WORLD IS REALLY NOT UNFAIR...Ok i am super duo happy ... :D...I am offer to LAW AND MANAGEMENT COURSE :D

2008-08-12T01:52:00.000-07:00

Life is always unfair...got a B4...with the ORAL JUST PASS...Ok IS SHYT...Dont knw wad the )(#%&(*#@^%*# they marking when i talk super alot...Kinda SIAN when i see my results B4...how i hope is b3...nvm...got ppl oral pass can get A1...Waaaa...I am retaking my CHINESE FOR SURE....I am going to chiong again...Dont care DIE DIE Also must GET a A2....IS POSSIBLE....My hand are still in pain...Cuz i hit the wall too hard..Zzzz....
My frenz frm other sch c5 for chinese oral merit still dont wan retake....I think she retake can stop better la... JIAYOU...CAN DE... :D ....My eng oral ...I AM THE FIRST IN THE GROUP ...WAAAA SIAN......BETTER SCORE.....

STUDY NOW or YOU WILL REGRET AT THE END OF THE DAY....

So long never see you ....Now i do......but u got bf :C ......

BLOG WILL BE CLOSE.....UNTIL O LEVEL END....

2008-08-11T06:35:00.000-07:00

Tmr get back O lvel chinese results ...kinda SCARE...Wish for a A2...But ......i think B3 i happy le....So today went for the tuition ....kenna scold again...zzzzz....SHYT....Went to repair my W910I with gary today..then went down to centrepoint to see my old frenz...Kinda SAD....some of them left already...but all them still rmb ME :D ....never see my boss today... LOL...alot of new manager there....

Life is just great when i meet you again :D .

2008-08-08T05:15:00.000-07:00

SCH NDP today....zzzz....Is like so sian la....Not like last year ...getting more and more sian.....
something really BAD happen for Ncc...Mr goh wan to sack one NCO and another one is strip off his rank of ssg....HAiz.....They also cant do anything....Goh HEAD OF CCA AND PE....Zzzzz. This batch of nco...Haiz....After sch ndp they can no need to take trg le...Can go focus on studies ...then still create troubles....

they say...goh come to ncc group and scold ...becuz we were throwing ppl up...then they all like cant take it becuz other uniform group did the same and why scold them.....

So so how they agrue and the problem start....

Today is my very LAST event for my sec5 life..COOL.... :D

Went to catch Money not enough 2....The movie was nice ,funny and TOUCHING....I cried twice....Damm ....A lesson is being learnt....

To u i am just a guy who show attitude

2008-08-07T05:56:00.001-07:00

End a tiring long day for me...After sch is chem ..>SUPER SIAN....The chemical like WATER ....i cant see any changes .....So after chem went to play a little while of soccer...then the prefect start to CHEER....LOL...cannot say bad things abt them :X ...After soccer ,rest a while then i go for my Eng tution...zzzzz...

Went back home and i met lkh in the bus... O.o ...Hahahs he change a new spec....Go cut my hair...Cost me $13 ...zzzz like so exp sia...

So national day coming in 2 DAYS TIME..... but i dont feel anything excitied abt it...So strange....is like just another holiday for us on mon.....

I think i going to be GAY soon...Ohh my.....I like to wear hairband ...DIE DIE DIE..Must change...

You are a exam paper...I do not knw how to fill up with all ur question

2008-08-06T01:24:00.000-07:00

How i wish life is much simple...Nothing special today...Normal sch days with all the SUPER SIAN PERIOD....zzzzzzzz....... Tmr will be more sian...Chem ap 2-5 i think... :( and i need to go for eng tution at 5.30 :( ........SUPER LONG DAY....HAiz.........Chinese results will be out on 12 aug...Which is Alex and her birthday....Kinda feeling very scare ..Hope i will be able to do well...eng oral on 19 aug....SO FAST...

The gap between u and me is really so far ...How i wish i didnt tell you

2008-08-06T01:18:00.000-07:00

Instructions:tag 3 people and tell them one of their strong point as well as one flaw.it can be physical or their personality.they in turn will have to tell you one of your good point and flaw,then pass it on.

Donny:He is really a joker :x .Have a very good looking face....A person who always laugh until whole face turn RED hahahas...Cant deny that he play soccer is SUPER ROUGH....But i have to say this DONT DIVE ANYMORE...I really cant stand u diving...LOL....And this guy support MAN U...WHich i HATE ....hahahahs

CC:He is always LATE...LOL ...when we find job we have to wait ..cuz he is late...Late for job ( when i was working with him).....But he is still a overall outgoing guy....He is SUPER FRIENDLY....Hahahas....He is always laughing away with donny...OR gaying with qi zhi when take photos... :X i was wonder if they are GAY :X.....

2008-08-04T04:21:00.000-07:00

It has been 10 years since i have cry SO MUCH.....The death of my grandfather...Today is his 10th death Anniversary....I am in pri 1 then...when i my cousin fetch me home early from sch...while walking home my cousin eyes was very red...I didnt knw wad happen...until i reach hm..I saw that my whole family were at my grandfather room and crying....I knew wad had happen...I lost my grandfather WHO DOTE ON ME SO MUCH.....If he is still alive i think that i will be the one who he dote the MOST...I MISS my GRANDFATHER...He is such a nice guy... He brought us a gold chain each with our names on...He save every money he earn and he dont spend on things that he think is useless....
I still remember the very day...When his coffin is being push down to burn...I saw my DAD crying very loudly and he kneel down and kept knocking his head onto the floor....I could not hold my tears and start crying too...I still attend class.....But i remember one time when i cry in class...My chinese teacher asked me to write a chinese word on the whiteboard....I didnt knw how to write becuz i never learn as i am always at the void deck looking at my grandfather coffin....I start CRYING in front of the WHOLE CLASS and start SHOUTING : MY GRANDFATHER DIE ALREADY!!!!.........

How i wish he can live until i get marry.....

2008-08-04T04:11:00.001-07:00

Welcome Ong Wei Yuan, here is your handwriting analysis.
Ong is moderately outgoing. His emotions are stirred by sympathy and heart rendering stories. In fact, he can be kind, friendly, affectionate and considerate of others. He has the ability to put himself into the other person's shoes.
Ong will be somewhat moody, with highs and lows. Sometimes he will be happy, the next day he might be sad. He has the unique ability to get along equally well with what psychology calls introverts and extroverts. This is because he is in between. Psychology calls Ong an ambivert. He understands the needs of both types. Although they get along, he will not tolerate anyone that is too "far out." He doesn't sway too far one way or the other.
When convincing him to buy a product or an idea, a heart rendering story could mean a great deal to him. He puts himself in the same situation as the person in the story, yet he will not buy anything that seems overly impractical or illogical. Ong is an expressive person. He outwardly shows his emotions. He may even show traces of tears when hearing a sad story.
Ong is a "middle-of-the-roader," politically as well as logically. He weighs both sides of an issue, sits on the fence, and then will decide when he finally has to. He basically doesn't relate to any far out ideas and usually won't go to the extreme on any issue.
Ong tends to write a bit smaller than the average person. When a person's letters are small and tiny, this indicates an ability to focus and concentrate. This character trait is a huge asset in careers like math, science, race car driving, and flying planes. However, if Ong writes tiny all of the time, he will also display characteristics of someone who is socially introverted. Ong will often sit on the sideline and watch others get the attention at parties. he might be willing to open up and be warm, but only in small groups or a select group of people. When he is busy working on a project, it is common for all other noises and distractions to just fade away and his ability to focus is incredible. When he says "he didn't hear you", he really means, he didn't hear you.
Ong will demand respect and will expect others to treat him with honor and dignity. Ong believes in his ideas and will expect other people to also respect them. He has a lot of pride.
Ong will be candid and direct when expressing his opinion. He will tell them what he thinks if they ask for it, whether they like it or not. So, if they don't really want his opinion, don't ask for it!
Ong has an over-awareness of self. He often feels self-conscious. He fears ridicule, therefore he is careful not to place himself in a position to receive any ridicule. He wonders what people will think if he acts in a certain manner. When encountering a new group of people, Ong may stay on the sidelines until he has the people categorized, or he may behave in a "positive attention getting" manner to assure people think good thoughts about him from the start.
In the sales profession, this self-consciousness is called "call reluctance". They take the word "no" as a personal criticism. Therefore, there is an internal struggle when performing this type of work. Although this person may be a great salesperson, he still feels insecurity. He will perform better if someone else is with him because the fear of ridicule from his peers is far greater than the fear of ridicule from his clients. Many times this type of person becomes a sales trainer, because when he is training, he doesn't have to put hisself in a position of being told "no" as often as the salesmen do.
Ong is a cumulative and procedural thinker. He likes to have all the facts before making a decision. He thinks or creates much like a brick mason, stacking fact upon fact. His thought pattern or the conclusion will not be complete until the last fact is in place. Like that brick wall, Ong learns faster through visual demonstration than through quick verbal instructions. Once he has learned new material, and understood it, he won't forget.
Ong is a methodical thinker, therefore he is able to build things and come up with new ideas. In an argument, he often loses to rapid thinking people because he is thinking thirty minutes later about what he should have said. These people often are very booksmart, but can be out-gunned in a rapid fire verbal debate.
He may learn new ideas at a slower pace than other "less detailed" people, but once he gets it, he can handle repetition. Some people hate jobs with too much repetition, he can handle it better than most.
Ong's true self-image is unreasonably low. Someone once told Ong that he wasn't a great and beautiful person, and he believed them. Ong also has a fear that he might fail if he takes large risks. Therefore he resists setting his goals too high, risking failure. He doesn't have the internal confidence that frees him to take risks and chance failure. Ong is capable of accomplishing much more than he is presently achieving. All this relates to his self-esteem. Ong's self-concept is artificially low. Ong will stay in a bad situation much too long... why? Because he is afraid that if he makes a change, it might get worse. It is hard for Ong to plan too far into the future. He kind of takes things on a day to day basis. He may tell you his dreams but he is living in today, with a fear of making a change. No matter how loud he speaks, look at his actions. This is perhaps the biggest single barrier to happiness people not believing in and loving themselves. Ong is an example of someone living with a low self-image, because their innate self-confidence was broken.
Ong is very selective when choosing his inner circle of friends. He excludes all but a few from his fellowship. He limits his intimate friends to one or maybe two people. He tends not to trust the masses of people but chooses only a few to trust.
For a graphologist, the spacing on the page reflects the writer's attitude toward their own world and relationship to things in his or her own space. If the inputted data was correct Ong has no white space or margins on a typical sheet of paper. Ong fills up every last inch on the top, right, left, and bottom. Hmmm. If this is true, then Ong has a very aggressive personality toward others and quite frankly lacks a bit of respect for the space and property of other people. I would be surprised if Ong just comes into someone's home and helps himself to a drink in the refrigerator. This can be both an obnoxious personality trait and it can be assertive and effective in getting what you want. There isn't much fear of getting in trouble here, Ong finds plenty of reasons to break the rules and get in trouble. (Okay, perhaps when he was younger, not anymore?) Basically, people with no margins are a handful.
LOL i thought compo need to use FULL PAGE...Left to Right...hahaha OK la quite TRUE

saw this on Jh blog

2008-08-04T02:06:00.000-07:00

normal sch day...Nothing unusual happen....Receive a letter for my GSA award... :D ....Skip Math Ap again...Zzzz...Dont knw if i go there will be helpful or not..Poa lesson...To be frank...I LEARN NOTHING....I just dont like her to teach...Is just so #@!#@^#@ .. For math i have been learning more things....And i think that my MAth and SCI need more help ..SO WHO CAN HELP ME???THANKS....

I knw who u are refering to....Sorry if i really disturb u so much........

2008-08-03T09:00:00.000-07:00

Just come back home...zzzz i went to "EAT TABLE" in hokkien....LOL...Super sian......My uncle say that we all will sit in one table....In the end when my family and i reach there...there is a woman sitting there...i was totally MOODLESS....Is like &(&#@$)(&#%......then her frenz join in too....I was totally PISS OFF....cuz they all like giving u the $*#)(%&@) face at if we are sitting on their seats...WTH...So when the whole events start....They were like all rushing for the food....then i was like WTH....it is the first time that i hate such events....zzzz....

Mon- Means Need study ....Need to go for math AP ..which i suppose i pon all the math ap.....
i just hate mon last two period...POA...zzzzzz...I think i will fall aslp again...Her lesson is SUPER SIAN......I slp she also dont care de...

I LOVE TUES...CUZ GOT PE...... ^^ ..... Just hope DPA can give me a email :D

How i wish O level can end FAST.....

Good NITES!!!!

I will never give up on you

2008-08-02T10:20:00.000-07:00

Finish playing SF le...Maybe gng another round with CC....hahahahs ...Now i SGT le .. :D but still got a long way up....hahas....Kinda SAD , i never receive a DPA email...I think no chance le....HAIZ...I am just looking forward to PE lesson...I have slacking alot...Ohh BTW...NIKE 10KM RACE IS FULL...SO CANT JOIN LE :( ....train so hard but cant run :( ...Nowsaday cannot run at nite...Cuz not safe...If u knw wad i mean ..... :X......

To a frenz of mine: I knw that u two are together....Build up trust in each other ya...If he really is two timer ...Dont be sad...It is him who lose out and not you....Maybe u dont trust wad i say that day....But anyway since u all are together...just take it as i never say before ....Maybe not knowing the truth is a good thing....

May GOD bless YOU

2008-08-02T07:14:00.000-07:00

SAT ........STRESS....Eng oral coming and miss armstrong was like ...OMG...IT IS LIKE HELL IN THE CLASS....But i just try to get over it...LOL...so today DO oral.....need to read out loud in the whole class(9 ppl)...LOL....So when it is mine turn i read in a NO FEELING NO TONE attitude...LOL....Is like SHYT SHYT SHYT.....When doing pic worse...she print for us past year oral pics...And one of them is like ppl all looking up...I WAS TOTALLY STUN....BLANK....Nothing to say...I was like HUH??? Wad can i say.....So i started to agrue that there is nothing for me to say...Then i was like saying MONEY DROP FROM THE SKY???Is like really true wad...still got ppl bend down facing the ground.....Then the whole class laugh...I also start laughing...Is like WTF....then my classmate who is frm CHIJ can say that there is a FIRE that y ppl look up...I was LIKE ??????? How can it be ???when at the back got a gal similing...SO I agrue with miss armstrong again...I think she SIAN le with my question ...Until she dont wan to answer any question i have ask...

SF was totally FUN...hahahahs another 123 EXP i will be a SGT :D ...Hahahaha

msg without a reply

2008-08-01T05:10:00.000-07:00

Class as usual...SIAN....Today class without alex and cc...Ohh my SIAN LA....So i wrote the class diary today.. :X ....Hope i dont mess up the thing.... :X .....recess play DS....hahhahahs..LOL ....Feel like so noob...I got DS but i play the game like a NOOB...zzzzz.....After sch ..Skip chem ap....Then in the end MIss tay msg me...WHY U NEVER GO CHEM AP???? I was totally STUN...So i reply I GOT HEADACH..
PHEW..........................

GSA....In fact..this really cuz alot problem to ppl...Ppl who wan the award and ppl who have only bronze and wan more....So in the first place dont have this award then wont it be a GOOD THING....In fact joining UG is not for the award....If it is so i think the unit for sure FALL....I think that bronze silver gold is the same ...IS STILL GSA....Why worry so much that u cant get a silver....At least got bronze better then nothing....UG have alot of ppl...u CANT expect CO to give the awards fairly....GSA is for ppl who make effort for their unit .. Receiving the award or not is another thing...Didnt receive is just alright cuz at least we have learn something from our own CCA....At least we make more frenzs and for me...I really learn wad is brotherhood...WE SUFFER TOGETHER AND ENJOY SWEETNESS TOGETHER...

I HAVE TO SAY THIS ONWARDS INTAKE 04!!!NEVER SAY DIE

2008-07-31T07:35:00.000-07:00

Sch are just as usual...Sian...so almost all Poa lesson i am just falling aslp....Sian.. So good news for today...If nothing go wrongs i will be getting GSA silver....:D :D ..I am waiting for my DPA reply...Hope got reply by 6 aug.... Pray hard ....So today my sis teach me chem...hahahs...Now i find out that chem is quite easy :X...today miss lim cry....Mdm you was like SAD???she say she say a teacher cry...Then we knw is miss lim...Assembly was JUST GREAT ...I was laughing away and amuse by the PEPPER ZERO...So after assembly went down...Saw miss lim...So i went forward and talk to her...Her eyes are still red...Is like going to cry again soon...She suddenly say ncc handle things very well.. I was like HUH???U mean u like Mr beh and the Derek tan ???LOL then she start smiling .Maybe others dont knw her well then will think that she is a bad teacher....But i dont think she is that sort of ppl...

TOY POODLE

2008-07-27T07:07:00.000-07:00

Thought of buying a puppy Golden retriever, but NO MONEY and Cannot buy cause i stay at HDB flats...Zzzz....Today i stay at hm the whole day....Play SF with CC..He PRO sia...

In the afternoon my cousin came to my house....He got two TOY POODLE...SUPER CUTE DE....HAhaahs...So i ask him if they giving birth....tell him that if give birth give one puppy to me....Toy poodle are SUPER CUTE...Then he say like going to give birth soon... :D :D :D....SO happy....How i wish i got a puppy now...Can pei me go running ,go out walk and train them ..... :D....But to own a puppy NEED MONEY AND TIME...O level coming=NO time ...I am also not RICH.... :( ......My parents also dont like me to own a dog...Say that in the end also they take care of them.... SIAN ...Tmr got sch again....

Another thing....My sis and i want to be a christan after our A and O level... :D...

I WANT A PUPPY TOY PODDLE....

Seeing u so happy now....Make me think that i am just nothing to u

2008-07-26T07:58:00.000-07:00

...Summary of today....A long SAT as usual...Super SIAN...Tmr sunday :D.... Thought of gng study or even swimming....Until now still dont knw yet....Now i DL SF....LOL....SO LONG...Today i read somebody blog and i learnt something.Life is just so fragile u wont knw wad will happen next....Wad u wish to do not better do now if not u will regret.....

WILL = LAST WORD

I FEEL LIKE BUYING THIS TYPE OF DOG....HAHAHHS SUPER CUTE.....

I will never win ur heart

Cross country...RUNNING......HER

2008-07-25T02:46:00.000-07:00

Cross country....

Ok i aim for 15th but i got 44th SUPER LOUSLY...Zzzz but ok la...i am quite happy with myself .At least first I WIN SOMEONE WHOM I LOST TO HIM LAST YEAR .Second i think i push myself to the limit le.Hope to improve more.....I never stop at keep at a normal speed....So start of the race...i saw like 60 ppl in front of me.....So no choice i chiong until the enterance ....i start to slow down....saw ZY ....He is FAST....WAD THE......then i still thought FG behide me...but still cant see him.....So i keep running until half way....When i wan to check my timing...Ok ...I AM SUPER DUMB AND BLUR...Start of the race i never press the start button...Zzzz...No choice carry on running alone..I run with some unknown guy...so they overtake me and i overtake them back...then i saw DOnny with his LOUD music....hahahahs....So i run past him....Then matt run beside almost towards the end...But in the i chiong all the way....
Now my left knee cap super PAIN...

We went to eat then go catch the BATMAN...SUPER NICE LA........

Monday running at night .....At least 9km.....Train for the nike race 10 km.... :D

I will always remember your smile...Becuz it just brighten up my day :D

2008-07-24T06:57:00.000-07:00

Super busy until now.....So my DPA interview...Ok is SUPER SHYT....At nyp ...They got my a stack of info abt me ...I was in SHOCK....Anw...I reach NYP earlier by an hour...so i stay outside the interview room and wait....then a girl in home clothes stand beside me...She ask me if i am gng for the dpa then i say YA....So i enter the interview rooom with her..IS super big....then got divide into different type of courses....So i sat at sports and wellness ...then another girl sit beside me...She wear adidas watch ...Same water bottles as mine and kept smiling at me...I got no choice but to smile back...Then came two CHIJ gals...One very dark skin but she very pretty.. :X She look like the Super SPORT CRAZY GAL...I got mine interview first becuz i need to rush to TP...So my question was...WAD u understand abt SPORT AND WELLNESS ...I talk ALOT CRAP...then i told him that i wan to be a police officer in the future...then he understand why i put law and management as the first choice....So When i see that there is a WHOLE STACK of info abt me...I was getting too nervous hence he told me not to nervous and tell me to clam down...Finish the interview...i shake his hand firmly and say my goodbye...He say all the best for ur future blah blah blah...(cant really remember)....If u are being accepted u will receive a email for the MOE....I quicky rush to TP...Took a cab down to TP..It cost me 13 dollar...I have to thanks mr siew alot...He lend me 15 dollars ...cuz he scare i have not enough cash with me.....

TP ....Law and management...I wait for around an hr...LOL..then before start of the interview...THERE IS A TEST....Need to write ....then test 2 is say that we will be dissscuing abt wad prob singapore are facing now....So i talk abt the high cost of living in singapore...So my interview is with two other ppl...One gal and one guy.....So we talk talk talk...share abt wad i always do when i am free....SO i talk crap...the another guy say he run twice a week...So ok....I TELL LIE........:X i told them i RUN everyday.....GO GYM TWICE A WEEK...I know alot of different sports...Like soccer ,basketball,touch rugby,floorball, etc.....Then they ask what they shld knw abt us more on....Then i told them...I am from NCC....I hold the rank of 2nd sgt...and is the ACAS (assisatnt company admin sgt)...When i say this LONG phrase...I am almost out of breathe....LOL.....so i tell them i am more confident of myself...blah blah blah..say that i wan to be a police officer that y i am TRAINING EVERYDAY TO KEEP MYSELF "SLIM"...They was like...?????U so skinny le...i was laughing away...I felt quite relax there.......
So in the end they say if i am accepted the moe will send me a EMAIL......

I think this is the end of DPA :X "CROSS FINGER"...HOPEFULLY NOT

Today....I slp during SS ...cuz is free period...hahahhs....I slp until C.D period....Until miss tay came in...So she give out the overall report ....LOL FOR THE FIRST TIME I GOT A GOLD....From pri 4 till now i think...I got 4 bronze 3 sliver 1 GOLD...and this year GOLD...YEAHHHH!!!! SO HAPPY.....I got my CCA testimonal today...Written by Derek Tan....LOL...his eng SUPER POWER PACK....hahahs...Ohh another thing he say i am FIRST SGT since 2007... :O.....HE promote me ...Hahahhs Finally.....LOL..FIRST SGT ^^ ....General service award...I HAVEN GET ONE YET...SUPER PS....
Score a goal during recess :) ...Ok la today quite a happy day for me...Went to buy myself a sport shoes...Cuz my sport shoes spoilt le....Yest i run half way the whole sole came off....HOLY SHYT :X...Hahahahs....so i think the sole is still at some part of singapore .....I waited for WL for half an hr...Dont knw wad happen to him.. i run SOLO....From his house to depot rd then back hm....I brought a strong mint and carrot juice...waa...SUPER SHIOK...LIke eat le can take in more AIR....Hhahahhas....but i am quite stupid....FRM chij there i at one go take 6 strong mint...and i am chewing it....I time myself from chij chiong back to bukit purmei...wad will be my timing...Last monday is 1 min....SO START ...I CHIONG and I CHEW THE 6 SWEETS...half way...Shyt like the sweet can go down my throat...I am keeping catching my breathe.....So i stop chewing and CHIONG...Timinig 51 sec...hahahahs....WHEE !!!! happy happy.....

All the best for tmr CROSS COUNTRY.....My aim will always be there...I hope that god can answer my prayer....DONT RAIN TMR......I am READY FOR MY VERY LAST CROSS COUNTRY........

It is really over for us

2008-07-22T04:38:00.000-07:00

DPA :D :D :D......So happy..I finally receive a phone call abt DPA on temesak poly for law and management... :D ...then when i reach my hous the bus stop i received another call now is frm NYP for Sports and wellness management...hahhas Hopefully can enter one of them.... :D

So tmr i will be SUPER RUSH ...need go NYP then go TP...Both SO FAR .....

Running tmr is cancel sorry.....

2008-07-21T06:33:00.000-07:00

07/21/2008 Route
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Estimate TIME : 64 MINS
DISTANCE:9.3km

Maybe we are just not fate to be together

2008-07-20T01:54:00.000-07:00

Brought two shirts and two shorts today :D .....

This will be the updated route....
07/20/2008 Route
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2008-07-19T08:46:00.000-07:00

My mum brought me a running pouch ...:D hahahs...OK my plans for monday nite RUNNING IS OUT....It is to be estimated as 9.77km...I plan and plan still never reach 10 km...Target is to within 1hr 20 mins...I am going to chiong for cross country ...last year le...I must try to get something...HOpefully...i aiming for 15th place...hahahahhas I am such a lously runner :(

07/19/2008 Route
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2008-07-18T09:00:00.000-07:00

Today went running with Wl...I plan a new route...And it is for sure a longer distance...We took for around an hr or so....This is only the estimate distance 8.21km ...hahahas
Maybe it is time for me to give up ..:(07/19/2008 Route
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2008-07-17T06:31:00.000-07:00

THIS pic really brighten up my day....Hahahs I miss pri sch life....Somehow the sky is so NICE and BRIGHT.hahhas..So today i learn MATH...From miss tay....then gary and i talk with mr siew and miss tay for quite long...In fact i say alot ...hahahs.....So right now...I am preparing for cross country...My plan for next week...MONDAY AND WED ....Running at nite...hahahhahs..So i by fri shld be quite ready....LOL...Abit last min la....Hahahahs...Anyway hope it dont rain when we run...

In the first place i really regret what i have say to you...Maybe i shld wait