Tuesday, November 25, 2008
Just change my blogskin..But the colour still pink...I cant change it..Zzzz...Nvm...Thoughts went through my mind.Firstly...I dont think i have the attitude to become a police officer.I think more to gangster...
I dont knw why....My mum told me where go ppl want to be police officer go dye hair want to pierce ear de....it is logical...But i like government jobs..Cuz it is more stable then private sectors..
She told me police officer earn so little how in the future are u able to support ur own family...
I really dont knw...
I need to serve my NS at 21...and i still have to carry on studying...
I wonder life issit all abt studying?
Until now i have study for 10 years...
And i need to study another 5 years to get a degree..
I really dont knw....
And i use to think police all so friendly ppl...
Until the police officer came to my EX-GESS sch...
They are so unfriendly and rough..
Their mindset is LONG HAIR = GANGSTER...
Wad the......
Like that police will be busy catching ppl in sch le...
And this really change my mind...
Do this job suit me ???
issit the job i want in the future???
I am really confuse now....
Maybe it is too early to plan for future....
But i want to have a aim....
I dont like to do things without any plan or aim...
It is just pointless.... Secondly...I dont knw wad this is world is happening..For the past few days i saw alot of ill manner kids...I dont knw is the parents never teach or wad...I know everyone will try to learn to be bad...But sometimes parents are just not caring abt their child..Last time when i was young..If i make a mistake i have to kneel inside the toilet for an hr or so....and with those carpet the rough rough plastic wan..It really hurts and now my knee cap is not so strong...But this teach me something...Think before you do anything...But now i think it is diffcuit to communite with the younger ppl...I just hope GESS NCC unit wont fall...When i see my junior all disrespecting their senior...What we went through it much tougher then wad my junior went through now...Things have change...I just hope that i wont forget you..Just hope that you are doing fine now
In fact i miss sec 3 year...
the writer
7:06 AM
