Sch life SUX....Argh...Somehow i regret to be in sec 5...OR even IN 5A ....Regret that i change class....Just find out 5A really SUX...I wan to be back in 4B 07 ...Where we all have our own fun ..Outing ,Play soccer etc....It is more enjoyable then now.. i got alot of thoughts in my mind now... O level coming I AM NOT FEELING THE STRESS .Chinese i hope A2 CAN Le..."praying hard".. So wad is life abt???studying ???i really think so..Maybe it will change until we are old enough.. I slp during poa lesson...I dont knw wad the HELL she teaching ...the voice is like suddenly loud then soft.....Now i see ppl all mugging like HELL...For eg...FG and Jui hao...they like super CHIONG....And here i am slacking...I really got plan for my studies...But i am just lazy to do Study...So i am asking myself...How to enter POLY???maybe i will end up in ITE ??? Somehow i am looking things to a more negative side ....I just dont like 5A...It dont knw seems it is a class to me...eveyone have it's own group....somehow we dont mix .....4b is GREAT ..... :D .....
so wad abt my sec 5 life so far....Start of sch till now..i doubt i learn anything in all subjects...O level coming real fast...But i am now thinking wad i will be doing after O....dye hair ,learn taekwondo etc.....but i think if i dont study i will fail BADLY...maybe worse then all my frenzs.....sec5 is also another point that i think i am really pai kai....this class got alot things happen....Firstly i get quite alot of trouble in the class....I begin to be rude to teacher sometimes.... things change in a very fast pace..Before i knw it ,now is july...few months later O level.. 5B on the other hand they are more bond then 5A....dont knw why....Enough of sec 5 life...
So now i am carrying on with my life struggling to study....hahas...Yest i sit at Wl block...I see one malay family enjoying themselves at the playground...They seems to enjoy themself very much....somehow i think that.. BEing a childern is always so carefree... Always being dote by their parents...this type of feeling is just so GREAT...I just hope that i can enjoy being a child once again...But it is impossible to do so..I cant go back to the past. Sometime little things make me feel to see the world in a different way...I quarrel with jaysline 3 weeks ago...until now never talk. i dont knw wad wrongs with her ...I msg her say i am sorry so many times ...No reply....Today mr siew talk to me abt the letter i have just wrote...He told me now to leave two fingerplacing again if not i have to be half naked and run around the classroom block 3 rounds...He ask jaysline to be witness..She kept lauging there...then i thought she ok le...then when it is her turn..She stood there talk and suddenly cry..Dont knw why??but i think Is somehow related to me....I pass her tissue paper ..then she throw back at me...so i am super piss off....Dont wan no need throw....so when ppl ask me wad happen to her ...I HECK CARE....I hate ppl who show me attitude...
Miss armstrong say this to me "Wei Yuan,I knw u wan to do well in O level but are u putting in the EFFORT....I knw u all sec 5 ppl always wan to do well but by saying u cant make any difference" ...I was totally PISS OFF..I put in so much effort in doing my eng homework etc...But in the end still tell me i not putting in any.. Fg always never kenna any scolding ...I always kenna.His results are always better then me....somehow i really piss OFF...I put in the effort the results is still the same...Now she wan me to remember 5 COMPO...she say my sentence structure "CANNOT MAKE IT " ....she say i am the first singaporean to do so because she always use it on her china students...I was like feeling SO DOWN....HAIZ....
PPl always say life is FULL OF UPS AND DOWNS ...but to me i am always DOWNS...Where is my UPS ??? i think being misplace..
