Friday, April 11, 2008
I want to pass my standing board jump is so sux :204 ONLY....226 to get a C.....Arghh...I wan to get gold wan....Sit up i did only 46 :\ .....Sit and reach 57 cm :)......Pull Up only 12 : i aiming for 16....cant really improve in a short while...Now body ach...OLD le

RHAPSODY 2008
A very nice performace...the last song by the band...make ppl so high .....hahas...Only take a few photo...But not with 5A...but with 5B.....Overall the performace 5 STARS..
In fact ,yest nite...I enjoy myself very much...Then my Mum is like .........................I dont knw how to say her....Until now still scold like hell.....She call me ask me where i am...Then is like 5 min before my dad call me le....then i told her i am heading hm and buying mac for my dinner....then she say WHY buy mac never buy for her....Then i say...U give me how much only....How u expect me to buy dinner for u....Then i went to mac and brought a extra mac chicken for her...Then when i reach hm...She give me that look ...Then i pass her the mac chicken...Then she say wad i so kind buy for her to eat...Then i am totally piss off...Buy for u to eat still need to get suan by u...Then i say u dont wan dont eat la....Then she start scolding me...Take my posb uob cards out....Then throw my books ...throw my shoes...tell me to pack...Then my whole family scold me...My grandma also scold me...I just keep quiet ...Let them scold...THen my mum say that wan to cancel all my tution ...Study on my own....I was like....OK la cancel then good la...I dont study then better la....Fail fail la...My sis gng to have a tution costing $280 a month for MATH....My mum say A level more important no need care how much money....So wad abt me....English is i want to have wan.....Then until now still keep scolding say why the fee so high...$160 and $ 280 which wan higher...Is like my sis tution is for sure need more money..Then every month i withdraw money from bank to pay my tution fee....Last week she go update my bank book....Then she ask me why i withdraw so much cash...I told her i spend on tution fee.....Then she say she help to pay....Then i say no need....Then she scold me say wad i very rich huh???Got so much money huh???I kept quiet...I feel like telling her that u dont even understand me at all....Sister need money to tuiton...Then u wan to help in paying my fees....Can u cope or not...I rather pay myself.....Thrus nite my aunt call mum say that my cousin got kick out of ITE....No need to study le...Then she told my aunt...I dont study wan....I O level also not scare.....I was like ya la....I DIDNT study.....So wad is this world abt....Not even a trust and encouragement from ur parents....My mum only knw how to talk to my sis...Then everytime she fail test ...My mum will say nvm all that......To me say only...Who tell u dont study..So this is the world i am living..Being kind to my own family is useless....Really useless....When i go down to buy some sweets or chocolate i will buy one more packet for my sis...But did she buy one extra for me???hardly......Whenever i see my mum like the food or something i will buy for her...But did they learn how to appericate me....I dont think so.....To be truth
...I dont feel like gng home....I dont like the enviroment i am living in....Is so suX.....I hate sch too.....I think somedays i maybe jumping out of the window.......
I am really speechless...I dont knw how to talk to you...Whenever i see you...I just cant speak to you
the writer
9:24 PM