I am really feeling very down...Sch sux....I hate sch...I told myself to work hard but i cant...And somethings just SUX...First i gng to be mental disorder soon or later....I dont like her...And the letter not i WRITE wan...And is like make me wan to puke la.....Lucky got bring plastic bag to sch....And the watch wan ...For sure is not couple watch....I brought BLACK BECUZ I LIKE IT...I DOnt care wad the HEll she wear....IS not my problem....If i like her....I can tell u i jump down from my HOUSE.... Secondly...I am now freaking weak....Fittness like gng down ..Not gng up....2.4km timing....Is FREAKING SUCK....First three rounds i still can take it...Third round urgent so i go toliet...Then wan to run again is like no mood le....My timing 16 mins....IS like freaking sHIT...My sister can run 15 mins...And i wonder how my timing down until like siao...Last year 11.30 ....Now 16.00 ....IS super power pack....Sit and Reach... last year 53 now like only 47....And the MOST SHIT WAN...PULL UP...last year 12 now is only 9....I dont knw wad the hell happen to me....Alot ppl improve while i am gng down....I am thinking...With this type of standard i go army sure die de....And i wan to be serve police somemore...IS like i think I CMI.....I dont knw wad happen.....is not up to wad i expect.....I think if the nafa results send in to army hq i think i will kenna the first 6 months of BMT.....I just SUX...Studies also CMI....
