Sometime a fight may end the things that is so disturbing...I hope i end that TODAY ONCE AND FOR ALL...You just another guy dont knw where is my limit...Explain to you all ...Dont knw is u all dumb or wad...Tell u all how many times lah le...And u still go disturb her...U not ashame of urself i am ashame u knw or not...I still have to go say sorry to her...NCC for 4 years ...Share the joy and suffer together ...Be nice to u all...then wad i get in return ???Climb over my head ...Think i nice to be bully huh???Pls lah I hope u read this...I dont want to fight with my brother who suffer with me for 4 years ....Knw my limit...Wad u think is funny but is not funny to me ....So pls stop IT...
Prelims
Chem: 16/50 :( DnT:43/100 :( (Dont knw why lah this subject i never even cross 50 before) Math: 49/100 (The teacher mark until dont knw wad lah....I dont give a damm already lah IT IS OVER)
Chinese :(
Got 69/100 ...My mum call me after school and ask about my chinese ...Told her that i got 69...She started to scold me ...Say wad i never study for chinese that why the mark like that...I was damm piss......How to study for chinese sia...???She told me to study CHINESE BOOKS....I dont care ,i hung the call and went to play pool with LKH there all...KH pro sia first time play so good lah le....Play until 5 go back home...Once i step into the house...My mum start to scold and scold and scold non-stop lah...Say wad chinse so good now drop until like that...i told her i drop by 3 marks only...Then i say the paper was hard lah...She say that the paper hard because u never study...I got nothing to say lah she win lah le...Told her about my Geo and SS add up got a A2...She never say anything not even a praise...She scold me again say why my Prelim 3 subjects cant be 6 points and below...She win again...Sometimes i really get very sian of studying...Ever since 1 week before Prelims...Come back from school ,bath then will hear my mum telling me to study...Told her and my sister about the study time Mr Siew teach us...To take rest every 15 mins...My mum say wad i lie to her say wad i am just lazy to study...My sister say wad is bullshit...Wad can i do...Study non-stop huh???study half way wan to grab something to eat also cannot ...Tell me study and study and STUDY...My aunt set target for me is to get 6 points and below for my N level...O level 15 points and below...I am trying to get the points for my N lah le...My mum told me that once i fail my N level or go ITE i am out of the house lah le....My aunt warn me to get the 6 points and below for my N level or else she will ''kill''me...I think i am ending like mid year...End up in my room study for 5 hours...Cant even get a thing into my brain....My sister is like so smart lah go SA JC...Then my mum want to compare me and her...But i cant ....and i dont even cry when i cant even get a thing into my brain for the subject.Unlike my sister she cry when she cant get a things into her brain...Hai...i may end up breakdown soon or later...Who dont want to pass their exam ...I try my best for the chinese paper liao le...i still get scolding...U think i not sad over my results huh???i am also sad with the results i get...LKH and jui hao,knw that i am very sad when i got back my results...It is over liao le...wad can i do...Chinese can study huh???Maybe i am just not so smart as my sister ,b ut i try my best liao le...and this is PRELIMS only lah...THen my sister say wad PRELIMS can help in N level...i was kinda agrue with her that prelims cant even help lah my mum support her stupid thinking lah...Birthday party she have it while i told her that i wan a birthday party for my birthday too...She say wad i got no frenzs then wad waste money NVM...My sister complain to my mum say wad why my Geo got so high mark while she study she get so low...My mum told her that ur brother N(A) that why so easy get so high and his school is cant compare to Nan Hua high school(My sister previous school) ...So wad do u think of getting so high mark when my mum and sister kept saying that the paper is so easy lah....Get so high got use huh???That why that time Geo paper all say wad i give the face ...I was thinking of so wad get so high when go home it is just a useless piece of paper to my mum...At home i dont even talk to my dad lah.... I am going to breakdown soon
